But when you think more about him; you suddenly realize how horrible his life has been. He never fitted in his family, his own mother was ashamed of him and he run away when he was 16. He lost his best friend who was his family and was accused of being a murderer, spending 12 years in a prison. He never had anybody and it just occurred to me how tragic his life was and how hard it must have been for him. I never realized it before.